I thought that I would be so sad today but my sadness has changed to pride. I always thought Joel was amazing but realising over the past two years how popular and loved Joel is has helped so much. I know understand what is important in life, I no longer worry over trivial matters and I cherish friends, family and the new friends that I have made during the past two years. I know I will always miss Joel but his bravery and selfless attitude towards his fate inspires me, I am stronger now than I have ever been before. On reflection Joel has made me a better person because he has taught me that there is nothing stronger than love. Love always Joel Mam xxxxxxxxxxxx